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Take a walk on the wild with me9:12 PM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010'♥
Whuddaafuuuccccck. Stupid father took tings in his own fuckinnnng hands. So now, i cannot fucking get a present cause "present not important" Its from my sis, brother, and me, I don't get it, mean she doesn't get one fucking gift you twat,
And my brother "Y u nvr pla nearlier" I have a life, i have friends birthdays too, i have polys to apply for. You have the car and money, WHY DONT YOU GO BUY. Why dont you pass me cash early then?? HUH.
If you did, i would have gotten the gift already right? Stupid nonsense. Fuck you all.
I want to move to LA. Leave all this bullshit behind boy. I go find one american dude, marry him, get PR there.
Fuckers.
Take a walk on the wild with me6:16 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010'♥
I think im changing blog. I already created livejournal. I think its time for soemthing new. I read my old post, i shivaah. So childish and immature and lame.
I guess i hsould be happy. I got over the once sex godly Robbie. Replaced him with Adam.
Took away all the text lingo "lol" "dun" "wan" "y" "u" Added proper punctuations, capitalised everything that requires to be. And have full sentences with less spelling and grammatical errors. I'm too old for all this.
Maybe it's Adam that has got me matured. Well, i don't think so actually. Maybe he's got me linking a wider genre of music. Appreciating more, noticing more, going crazy more as well.
Yeah, i like music now. Not songs, music. I want to learn instruments! Write songs! Entertain! All thanks to Adam the sex godly entertainer who always puts on a good show.
Well, i don't think i'm up for it really.. But i could give it a shot.. Take lessons for everything. It's gonna be tough, but even Adam with so much talent worked his ass off. So imagine me?
I'd have to work my boobies, ass, hands, legs and head off!
I suddenly remmebered i watched "Tattoo Hunter" today. The guy, looked SO MUCH like Jeff from your favourite enemies!!! I couldn't help but watch on!
I want a kahlinga tattoo too! It's so cool and full of culture. Im so sad its dying out cause there's only ONE super old tattoo artist. I hope i can get a kahlinga tattoo...
I really like it. But its really painful.
I feel so sad, all these traditions dying out. All these cool tihngs, created centuries ago. Will cease to exist like mammoths and dodo birds, i know i am VERY bad at drawing analogies.
Well, im going to post at my livejournal site soon. Its uhh.. I dont even know my own url. AHAHHAHAH. WTF."
I'll get it, the url, then blog it. Cheers mates!
Take a walk on the wild with me11:26 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010'♥
Adam went to present a award on the Critics' Choice Movie Award. There is NOT ONE video of it! He presented it with Sarah Silverman.
He interacts with so many Sarah's... IT'S A SIGN RAH!
Like how "Oh my rah its made of gold, how much love can one hold" Sarah, IT'S FATE!!
Remember to invite me when you meet that ravishing and charismatic man. He MAY turn straight b'cuz of you! He one said "Who's that lucky girl!" YOU AH! IF YOU ARE! BETTER MAKE ME HIS BFF TOO K!!
I want nice jackets and shoes and like.. SPA VOUCHERS! Whahahhaa... And play New Moon board game with him. Teeheee.
I woke up at 7, went back to sleep. Thougth i set my alarm on snooze. I actually offed it.
Then (offed isnt a word right?) Anyways, woke up at 8:30 and was late! So i called my cousin saying sorry, cuz she sends me to church.
Then i went back to sleep, knowing i only go for practise. Then i woke up, it was 10am. I WAS LATE!
So i thought, mass usually ends at 10:30. Then its break, should be can.
Today, practise started at 10:38 or smth! So i was like REALLY REALLY LATE.
I reached at 11am. Then ALL the guys were there, SO PAISEH!!
Then i got voted as the admin officer, along with Tessa and Fonz.
Then Collen got the section leader and Welfare officer. I mean, yes, i'm happy that 16 years along my boring life. I FINALLY get a leadership position, not even leadership actually, just a committee member.
Then like, ADMIN? Making slides ain't my thing! Picking hymns for next Sunday's mass, ain't my thing either.
Section leader would be cool, but that i know, i am not up to it.
Like Welfare could be better!
And its a 2 year reshuffle. So like, 2 years of slide making, meeting, admin stuff.
LIKE, IM NOT EVEN ORGANISED!! HOW AM I TO BE LIKE A TESSA?!?!
Oh gawwsh.
But it's cool. Sighhuhms.
So yeah, then i went to buy two packets of shower gel. Shampoo, another deodorant, even though i just bought one. The Rozona shower fresh smells really good. I like DOVE, so it smells good to me! Like i REALLy just stepped out of the shower. So i got another stick.
Then i got cake flour, and vanilla (even htough i alr have one tub of vanilla beany pastey thing)
Erm, spent quite a bomb! And i wanna watch some videos, as per norm. So bye!
OH MY RAH ITS MADE OF GOLD! HOW MUCH LOVE CAN ONE HOLD! OH. MY. RAH.
Adam, i can hold a lot of love.. 4l in my stomach, 17l in my fats, 5l in my arms, 20l in my legs. Like all that love for you Adam! Oh my Chels la! Why Rah! HAHAHAHA! I actually like the name Rah! RAHRAH! (:
Take a walk on the wild with me3:11 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010'♥
After rewatching the Mv agian, and again. I feel like its so sad know, like i wanna cry for Adam!!
And i realised, i really do wanna be like him. like he's really so fucking amazing. Like nobody can be another Adam, nobody can even come close. To me, Lady Gaga falls waay back.
Adam is in his own league. nobody falls into this category, nobody.
I hope i get to become someone like him. I hope i get to act emo nad make a deep video like that. Im utterly envious, how Adam is so wonderful.
If my future bf, were half as great, i'd be so blessed. Can you imagine the day i meet Adam for that split second? I would talk about it all my life know! AHAHAHAHHAA. IM JUST SO HAPPY FOR HIM!! IM SMILING IN THE SCREEN RIGHT NOW!
Take a walk on the wild with me9:30 PM
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Realised i haven't blogged much. And nows a GOOD opportunity since ADAM's LATEST TOTALLY KICKASS MUSIC VID IS OUT!
Music Video for "Whataya want from me"- Not Whaddaya okay.
Anyways, it's really good. Cause the camera represents: 1. Lover 2.Fans 3.Media
So when the door slams on Adam, i just got this. Its his lover leaving. When the camera is packing bags, its the lover.
When he's angry and all, could be to the media or his lover.
And it's like
There's the depressed adam, when he slips into the limo, he suddenly becomes depressed. But he had to act all smiley and happy for the paps.
The part where he's in an empty apartment, just lost.
The part where he's so frustrated and angry and like.. VIOLENT?
I thought it was really great. He'll def get some movie deals after this mv.
but as i said, he may not be acting. Thinking about Adam's life, he could be depressed for all we know.
And the part where in bed (so hot!) he suddenly smiles, its to welcome his reconciled lover! HOW AMAZING RIGHT?? I MEAN!? DEEP AND ARTISTIC!
Like maybe Adam realised how artistic and representations don't have to be like sexual. This music video got people thinking, got people digging deep.
It really got me thinking, and it was so deep, and artistic. I feel Adam may not be as happy a person he seems. I just have this gut, thats he's miserable sometimes. Specially when alone, since he thinks a lot, into things.
Awwh, *hugs* if only i could give him one big fat hug!
And shall post the video below. And then the VEVO ad, below below.
The vevo ad was sexy can!!
He was jumping around, threw the TV, was barefoot when the lady said "You so pretty" to the remote, when he was being strangled by Tommy, when he was trying to cover Tommy's face, when he jumped onto bed, when he was smiling into the camera and it only filmed his teeth, when he asked his friend to smile, friend or calefare, whichever. Also, when he said "Aww, what happened?"
So it went like this, Adam threw the hotel TV out the window. It went piang, crash.
Then this lady, quite old, cried, then ogt like the smudged eyeliner/mascara. Then last last part, she said (to the remote) "Oh, you so pretty *sob sob*" Then she crawls to Adam, who already ay down on the bed with his "friends" like ON Tommy. Just realised, he was pretty much ON Tommy, heheh, likes the top rmb??
Anyways, enough innuendo, ahahahahaha. Then she crawls to Adam still sobbing. So Adam actually goes "Awwh, what's wrong" AND HUGS HER!
She's now ON Adam. Sanwiched. Hahaha
Then she mumbles something. Then Adam says "I know, but there's the VEVO, look, we don't need this. "
I'm still disturbed at "THE VEVO" But after he said it, he threw the remote out the already broken window (balcony) Then the lady was like :OOOOO.
AHHAHAHHAHA! I LIKE IT!
Okay now, presenting both wonderful kick ass, you don't like then fck off videos.
Whataya want from me.
I put it in HD, not sure if there's a diff.
But the Whataya want from me video, really shows me what my mum is trying to explain. That ALL celebs like feel depressed and they are all stressed. And that led to her saying they all take drugs.
So i used JONAS BROTHERS AS AN EG. They obviously do not take drugs, i mean, pastor father or priest father aye! Then she said THEY TAKE! ALL TAKE!
I laughed so hard, but was SO frustrated. Like if the JB's take drugs mum, i don't know what Robbie would have become.
I mean many still take drugs, Adam doesn't, like not anymore, def not anymore.
I mean he admitted while high it was fun and all, but the following days were crap. So like, he doesnt!
But i wanna try y'know, Cuz its like so easy to stop, so it seems. But there's a reason why so many people are addicted to drugs.
I mean, i know what it feels like to be high, since i unknowingly overdosed my Ventolin puff on purpose, not knowing it was drug abuse.
Like in kindergarten! HAHAHAHA! It was a mystical feeling. Like floating in a white room with nothing. like just swaying here and there. For maybe a few minutes or seconds im not sure. then you feel like your falling, then WHAM! welcome back to Earth!
Yeapps. And i want to watch vids, so bye. HAHAHAHAH!
Take a walk on the wild with me9:00 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010'♥
Well, back. Appointmetn made even befroe i reached my mother. I saw it was 3/3/2010 Eeeeks uh!
Yepp, it'll cost a bomb too! From $3800 - 5000 ayee. So expensive!!
And uhhhhh. I havent got my 12 choices. double eeeeeks!
And uuuuhhh... I forgot the rest.
OH, i had like a mini sushi party! With mum and sis only. But it was cool.
And imma go off ahiwl, so bye again,
Take a walk on the wild with me5:52 PM
I wanna start a revolution
Lay here, its safe, I'll let you be broken open.
Hide here, confide to you so we can be broken open
In MY world, Adam is a fucking genius.
Don't care what you think.
You think likewise then maybe.
Disagree, then i don't give a damn really.
"It wasn't my intention to piss people off, but the fact that i did, doesn't bother me."